​Not together
But apart
Not with
But without

Separated and 
In Doubt
Confused,
That’s what it’s all about

Broken in half
And taken out
Every day is 
A black out

Faded and burned
I have drifted
And been torn
Little pieces scattered about

I am 
Apart,
Without,
Separated,
And in doubt

I am
Confused,
Broken,
Alone,
And dark

How long until this ends?
When shall I be put together again?
Can I be stitched, and sewn?
Mended and grown?

I cannot feel
But yet I know.
I cannot show,
But yet I appeal…

To the broken dark souls, 
Hiding, waiting, infatuating,
The day I give up and 
Let them drag me away.

Tears burn away my bravery
The saltiness stings the last
Piece of dignity I have left...
 
Why?
 
Why do emotions hurt me so 
Why do I allow the thorns to grow...
 
Why?
 
There's a lump in my throat
That grows with every thought
My heart pumps to a solemn beat
 
Why?
 
Why does the truth not taint the lips
Why do lies write the scripts...
 
Why?
 
Curses be Mother Sadness
Curses be Father Madness