Pulsating. Enriching. Switch. The ends frayed and dancing in the wind have become the beginning. The way it starts, messy and grieved for you truly are hurt. Softly, with grace and patience, speak to me. The fears you hold gently in your arms are tainted lies. Open your arms to the clouds and release them. Release yourself from this tumultuous pain you have held for so long. Let me comfort your wounds, bandage them as they ooze. Careful I am, careful I will be because I love you. As your heart beats and drops I am here.

Joann laid next to me, a beauty cloaked in a ghostly hue
who she was I never knew
Gone in a flash
Came back striking like lightning
She was a force I couldn't overcome
A silent ruse
A mystical muse
Why would she choose
me to welcome her back into life
I'm as lost as lost can be.
No direction, no suggestion to give.
​She laid there silently watching me with her hollow eyes.
Joann please stop looking at me!