forgotten

​Forgotten
That’s what I am, what I’ve become
Oh how long have I been confused?
My thoughts heavy, my heart just numb
There’s nothing worse than being bruised
 
Left out in the cold, nowhere to go
I thought you cared, I thought I mattered
Well now I know
Now I’m crestfallen and tattered. 
 
It's dark and scary out here
With strangers walking around
They kick me aside and sneer
For days I've been waiting to be found
 
 People say that dolls aren’t real
That we have no thoughts or heart
You thought that I couldn't feel
 And now we’re torn apart.
 
Where were you when I called out?
Nowhere to be found that’s where
How disgraced I feel, all washed out
It’s a horrible feeling aren’t you aware!
 
How did this become?
When did it begin?
I thought I always saved you from being glum
Your favorite because I always made you grin.
 
You said you loved me
But I guess you lied
Does my pain give you glee?
I wonder does my happiness make you cry.
 
Amy said she’d never leave me
But she grew older and did just that.
She was going to college you see,
With that hideous boy Matt.
 
Long story short,
She threw me out like a wart.
 
Forgotten
 That’s what I am, and what I always will be.