6/6/2019 0 Comments TransformationGood space
Head space Happy place I am there now. Bad space No space Scary place I was there then. Clear mind Content mind Optimistic thoughts I have now Messy mind Restless mind Obsessive thoughts I was there then. I saved myself From drowning In a sea Of compulsion and anxiety and self-degradation No He saved me. Him who’s kingdom could never be shaken. Him who’s patience means salvation. Him who dragged me out the depths of my mind. So deep I couldn’t see two feet in front me Murky waters surrounding me Now I can breathe in fresh air And supply my body, mind, soul, and spirit With the proper care and nutrients, it lacked so much before. Thank you, God. Because I was truly lost in a cycle. Grabbing for control of the world While lacking Self-control Or even self-appreciation. Desperately trying to gain favor in the eyes of people who Weren’t for me, just so I could have a sense of friendship. To feel like someone cared because I didn’t. But He does. And I’ve learned that sometimes that’s all that matters.
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